Woahhhh there, is that a mouse in your hand or are you just happy to see me?
Good morning, day, evening, whatever time of the day it is as you read this. Here on this blog I am inclusive of all times of the day. You're welcome!
So today was stupendous as usual! I woke up ate some frosted mini wheats, drank a cup of coffee, jammed out in the car on the way to work (probably to where is the love by the blackeyed peas, its been my jam lately.) I got to work, had a blast with the kids kayaking on the lake, got super dark (yeah you're jealous), went to meet with my behavioral health specialist, the beautiful and by the book, Rebecca, went to dinner with my lovely mother, hit the gym like a champ, got home, cleaned up myself and the house while spending time with my parents, and now I'm blogging to my favorite viewers!
Anyway! At my appointment Rebecca confirmed that I'm doing extremely well! Duhhhh Rebecca, I'm like a recovery prodigy... But at the end of the appointment things started to get more interesting. I told her that I like to push my limits with people. I like to hug people to see if they can handle the body to body contact. To see if they will tolerate or maybe even enjoy my forwardness. Lets be real, if I could I'd hug everyone that I like to spend time with and if they can embrace (no pun intended) that then all the better! If they can handle the hug sometimes I move even more forward. I might make inappropriate jokes to them. Nothing super distasteful but always hilarious jokes! I want to know if we have the same personality and appreciation for living in the moment and letting a laugh take you down a few notches. If we're really close I might surprise you with a sneak attack kiss on the cheek! Is that weird? Nahh, you liked it... Stop blushing! This doesn't mean much except that I like you! I'd like to spend more time with you in the future. Congratulations, you've got me hooked!
Rebecca said that is was simply me testing the waters. I'm testing to see if we can be friends! She told me that my actions sound a bit aggressive.. I was like "Uh, What?" and she was all "Well, more forward and confident." I was pretty pumped to hear that. Its not that I don't know that I display truck loads of confidence. I'm well aware. I also truly believe all that I say. But I spent a lot of my life only displaying confidence but not feeling it.
Today when I look in the mirror I like the person I see. I love how happy I am, I love that I make people laugh, I love that I've been blessed, I love that I will make a difference, I love that I'm open to new things, I love a lot of things about myself. But what I was most surprised about while looking in the mirror today while squatting. I'm starting to like my legs...
Wait so if you live a healthy lifestyle rather than starving yourself you might see results that you like... That's insane!
Ed: widdling away everyday Bre: Happy with herself and everything else.
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